Welcome Back everyone! I am dedicating this episode, The Lord is My Shepherd, to my beautiful mother, Lady Audrey. I will share an audible dramatization of my intricate thoughts and the emotions, I experienced during my mom’s journey home to be with Jesus. I have never before experienced grief in this capacity. I still have have screaming outbreaks and break-downs. The whole ordeal was and is traumatic. Grief is dark and the pain can be unbearable at times. The process is slow and lonely. Nevertheless, God’s words are comforting and reassuring.
I wanted to share my experience while in the valley of the shadow of death with real people, like you, who may be in the same situation. Grief is painful, no one talks about it. It’s almost taboo. Many of us have lost loved ones during the past two-years and we need a place to express ourselves or at least know someone else is going through the same craziness. The pain of losing my mom has altered something in me. Her departure is my constant daily thought. It’s only been 7-months and I still anticipate her return. Although, I believe God’s words and I know that she is alive on the other side, healed, happy, resting, and waiting for me to get there. I must go through the grief process in this dark valley of separation from the woman, I honored and treasured my whole life. However, I know God is with me.
I hope you fined contentment from this podcast dramatization and know that’s it’s okay to feel, and go through the crazy emotional journey.
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Thank you,
Darla.